Where I went.

No I have not left SWTOR all together, and never will. I just won’t be publishing much into the community anymore. Matter of fact during my brief visit into SWTOR yesterday, I /gquit the guild I was in. Decided I’m going back to the loner of sorts. So this blog will be turned into a fantasy written blog where the human that writes will no longer have opinions on anything SWTOR community related. Matter of fact I’ve even went back to my vampyr blog also. I have decided it’s time that I truly do what I want, and that is to write fictional stories for my characters. While there is one blog that will have RL info on me , but not much. Rest will be all stories minus the shop blog I have for S.A. Designz inside second life. I am now bouncing between a lot to keep me from being bored, cause well I’ve done all 8 classes in SW, so I’m officially bored shitless, so yeah I’m leaving the toxic community, while not all are toxic, but vast majority is, and well I’m done trying. So if you wanna read what I’m doing ,,you can go to the links posted below.


An Outcast

Savage Design


GW2 Fan Blog

All The Rage

I was gonna sit here with a well thought out post for today’s entry being all the bashing that is coming from the SWTOR community about the lack of information about 3.3 patch and the reasons why it’s not just a flip of buttons as some seem to believe it’s not, but I erased it all because well my opinion doesn’t need to be said. Instead I’m just gonna post this with a video as how I feel at the moment about the SWTOR Community as a whole. So take that and put in your damn pipes and smoke it, because PEOPLE=SHIT in this community now. Goodbye blogger, I’m done writing for this blog, and dealing with people in games.




Apologises and Headaches

I must apologise for my latest post all cause well I’m in full rage mode at the moment and I have an issue I can not figure out for the life of me. Every PC Tech I’ve talked too online and in RL are even baffled at this. For the last year or so I’ve ran USB 3.0 without any issues. I have 4 External Hard drives connected, a mouse and a keyboard. Most run on the USB 2.0 and through a USB HUB because I had them for a laptop that I no longer have, and let’s face it. Motherboards don’t give us the required space for USB ports to use. Upon getting up friday morning and booting the computer up, what do I find, I lost the usage of my keyboard, ok no sweat, moved USB ports. I have all the latest updates installed, drivers up to date, even bios, yes I’m anal about stuff like this since it’s my PC and I play games on it. So now onto the headaches I’m having


USB xHCI Compliant Host Controller- This device cannot start. (Code 10)

{Operation Failed}
The requested operation was unsuccessful.

I get this times 2 because it happens to be a mind boggling fact. Neither Microsucks, nor MSI (My motherboard) creator, not even AMD themselves can help this one out.

So Okay I followed their suggestion at a Recovery instead of a full wipe and reinstall everything, MB Drivers, Bios, etc. I hate having to reformat a computer, but Recovery in Winsucks 8.1 well sucks. It wiped out everything I ran, minus a few things that I have stashed on an external hard drives. I’ve had to reinstall Firefox my choice and preferred browser, I’ve to reinstall Chrome for my husband so he can play Texas Hold’em on facebook. Among my anti-virus software and etc. Yes I’m anal about this system only cause it was a gift from my father last year. (Sadly I’m starting to realize that my father is a cheap bastard when building a computer), My SWTOR Client runs from a external HD so all it had to reinstall was that damn pain in the ass Bitraider which I don’t have issues running as seems most do now. Anyways now as it stands, I’m in contact with yet another PC Tech friend of mine that I knew a long time ago, and is still building computers. We’re suppose to meet up, and he’ll help me get a better gaming rig then this POS I’m running now. Now don’t get me wrong, I love my father, even though he is cheap as hell. But yeah, I’ve lost two days of gaming time trying to figure out this headache, because I can’t even access my bios to turn off the USB< or even attempt a flash bios (which may or may not help) because my keyboard is USB, and it ran off the USB port that was always on.


I am sorry about the last post of my blog, it was uncalled for, and everything. When my temper is up, and lack of sleep is among things. Yeah I shoot first and forget it. But that was uncalled for. I’m not a bad person, just a really short temper, and well yeah. No more excuses. My behavior about that post and everything in it was uncalled for. Matter of fact I’m either gonna go find it and delete it, or just forget it. Unsure yet. Then we come to hubby wanting to spend time together on the weekends. Now I don’t mind it at all. I really don’t. I love my husband more than anything in this world (minus myself and animals), but this constant wanting to be with me now is really starting to find my last nerve. So yeah. RL for me at the moment is something I wish I could just uninstall and never install it again, but sadly I must deal with it. Before anyone attempts to figure it out. No I’m not a people person. I find being around people in general at times is a little unnerving for me. Not sure if all those years being alone made it this way, or just because of all the crap I’ve dealt with in RL over the years just made me more and more adapt to be in solitude. Plus when he’s talking I visualize duct tape over his mouth. Actually have done it once in the past. He was so annoying I got up, grabbed a roll of duct tape, and told him to stfu for the rest of the night. Next day after I posted it on Facebook, we laughed about it. I’ve done some insane shit over the last few years and there is a story there, but that is for another blog, and more information on another blog at a later date. Right now I’m just stfu myself and go read.

My Blog, My Thoughts, Way I write.

The last few days have been tough for me in  RL, due to PC issues being one, and other things I will not talk about here. So upon fixing my PC and what not, basically losing a USB port on the back of my computer thanks to winblows 8.1. I had to do a recovery on my PC yesterday and have not played SWTOR at all. I’m now taking breaks between all that and everything. No more 8-16 hours a day playing. Upon logging into this blog today. I deleted a comment on my Element of Suprize post. Now I’m going to address that. I do NOT like it when others feel the need to criticize a post I’ve done because of thoughts I’ve had about something, now to address it.


Yes I knew what the new playable species was. Doesn’t mean I will have one or two because honestly like the damn Twi’leks, they are worthless since headgear does not fit them ever. So therefore I’m happy that it will cost 600 Cartel Coins to unlock it , because guess what I won’t be unlocking.

and here is the big one on this topic

I did not want to know right away when it was being released. That is the element of surprize I was referring too.

Two, because I make a reference to something does NOT mean you have the right to throw it back at me. This is my blog, and my rules go on my BLOG, yes I read blogs, sometimes post comments and what not, but I don’t go around throwing anything anyone else says back to them. If you don’t like it or what I have to say , Don’t follow me, Don’t read my blog. It really is just that damn simple.

I write because I want to write. I don’t care if I have a following or not. I’m not in this for the social aspect of it. As a matter of fact I have other blogs on my own website that I’m going to start working on more and more and less on this because well to be honest. I’m growing bored of this blog now.

Before it’s even said. Yes my skin has grown thicker, and yes I have decided to not give a damn anymore. It’s a game, that I write about, plain and simple. So yeah. Comments like the ones I have deleted will always be deleted because I will not deal with it anymore. Matter of fact I’m thinking of killing comments in general on all blog posts , pages, etc for good because I can! Don’t like it. Tough. My Blog, My Website, My opinions. still don’t like it, well then here is a simple suggestions, DO NOT READ THE DAMN THING

Element of Surprize! or Is it to much to ask?

Now I post this topic this morning, and ugh I haven’t been up this early in a good while now. But anyways. Here we go. Almost 8 am on the east coast, and with Winamp cranked playing one of my favorite music streams “181.fm – The Rock (Hard Rock!)”, I was just browsing the forums at SWTOR.com, and well Ugh. I love surprizes, well okay not all the time, but especially within a game. Especially when they are about a new expansion, or new whatever. So needless to say I’m little pissed at the people that just can’t wait for the element of surprize. Yeah I know I sound like a child when I say that,but I can’t help it. I LOVE SURPRIZES of all sorts in video games. From a working title, to their ratings. So when I noticed that people were asking about the new playable species coming out I was hoping to not get official word from someone in SWTOR and get it or not get it when the next update comes out on the 21st. indeSo when I read this insert here, I was like well shit, can’t you people just for once in your damn lives live with the element of surprize. I’m sorry, but for me it’s like waking up around Christmas as a child and seeing all the presents you get from your folks (Yeah even though I had a RL Broken home, My father tried), anyways. It’s like sitting there the night before and saying, “Here are all your gifts, open them now, and enjoy.” Or that you actually find all your gifts in the house while you’re snooping around as a child. Yeah I did that too,even though I never found one of my gifts. I was that unlucky , not that I really wanted to find my presents, but yeah you get the idea now. I just wanted to be in the element of surprize, and knowing from their video where they talked about the new species, I wasn’t getting my hopes up because they said it “Could be in 3.3, or not, as we’re still working out the details.”, but yeah thanks guys for ruining the element of surprize for this one person.


Which brings me to my next topic that I’ve read about this morning…

SWTOR 4.0, new Bioware Star Wars game to be rated M

Ok everyone is gonna claim to have an inside source, but unlike many that are dumb enough to believe every little thing they put on the interweb, well Um, I take everything I read online with a grain of salt. By that I mean this. I take nothing of face value when it comes to statements like the heading suggests. I’ve seen people go to the extent of saying, “I’m an ex-employee from so-so company and I’m going to give you their little secrets.” NEVER ends well with that sentence or this one. “So I have an inside guy who is giving me information.” Yeah again, that NEVER starts nor ends well either. Now before you ask on why I even bother to read the forums knowing that I’m going to get agitated by something. It’s because like many new players, and older players. I like to be helpful at times. Yeah they see the name “ShadowzGreymoon”, and don’t get it. A lot never will, but over all I like to help out when I can from time to time, even if it’s just words on a screen. Plus I’ve gotten to the point now  that well if I can’t find an answer I need from SWTOR website, well I call Customer Service. I’m not afraid to call them and ask a question. I mean after all I am paying a monthly fee for it. So why not use the full services offered.


Now onto my big shocker…


Referrals in SWTOR

Star Wars- The Old Republic - Friends of Star Wars™- The Old Republic™ 2015-07-16 09-41-38Until recently I never had one person click my referral link at all in SWTOR, then again I didn’t have it on a blog, nor have it in my signature on the forums,or even spammed general chat with it, but lately because I’ve been answering questions, and giving insightful posts. I’ve made 5 Referrals


Now here is how my singature looks on the forums. Yes I blurred out the information I posted there.

STAR WARS- The Old Republic So I’m not sure where the clicks came from, either the forum or from here on the blog, but eh, I finally got the little pets that I wanted, not to mention whenever I create a new character now, I get the speeder too from the jump. But yeah that was a pleasant surprize for me.


Now Radqa …Where to start with him…..Ahh I know..The Last 3 parts of missions that currently sit in his log.

Operations and Seeker Droid and Macrobinoculars

Dread Fortress operation

[HEROIC 4] The Alchemy of Evil—Seeker Droid

[HEROIC 4] All The Pieces which will lead into [HEROIC 4] The Shroud’s Last Stand


Now I have never seen the end scenes, or anything about them other then other players videos on Youtube, and of course on the Dulfy website. For once I’d love to be able to get these out of my damn mission log, so that I can finally say I’ve done them, and enjoyed them. I don’t care if I have to spacebar through the whole thing, I just wanna finish them. Radqa has them in his mission quest log on the Ebon Hawk server..Now it’s just to find people that actually want to do them…………….